I have been sick. I have been tired. I have been so low energy, and pretty dang moody. And, of course there is a reason for all this. Baby #3...is baking away. This freaks me out a little just saying it- so hopefully I can get used to is as time goes on. This has felt somewhat unreal to me, and I have not put tons of thought into it, because I am simply thinking of all the ducks that are not in a row yet, and those dang ducks had better line up! We have a job offer...as of this morning Sam is taking it. I want him to be happy and excited about taking it, because I would be happy and excited about it. Not because the job is best, just because it represents the new part of our lives beginning to take shape. It means we can begin to plan, and think more about our future, and our family. We have been so grateful for the support of family at this time. We are grateful to have gotten through PA school. Sam still has the boards to take- which are a week from today, but he has been studying very hard, and I am certain he will do well, despite how hard it is.
As for this little one...I was very happy to you on the ultrasound, it made me forget about the ducks. I was smiling to see you wiggle around, and stretch your little hands, and feet. I was so happy the moment I saw you. So, that has got to mean something.
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